I have learned that no matter what state I am in that I should be content. This is a commandment from the Word of God. We read the scripture, but do we honestly grasp what it is saying to us? I get it now! I have just experienced cultural differences that without stepping back, getting a grip, and picking up my Bible to remind me, I don't think I would have been able to maintain our stay in Mwanza. T
Kitonga Village child |
I have learned that my circumstances should not control my ability to live. Although my circumstances can seem to be overwhelming at times and I may think that if these circumstances don't "get fixed", I won't be able to survive another day, I have realized that "no weapon formed against me shall prosper"! It's only a circumstance and if I believe the Word of God, (and I do) then I will refuse to allow this circumstance to control my life.
I have learned that I am truly blessed. I have learned that even on my worst day, it is not as bad as many face throughout this world. I can live without air conditioning, I can live without a vehicle, I can live if I only have rice to eat and I can live if I don't have a mirror to look at myself everyday. But I cannot live without my friend Jesus.
We arrived home last night from a long, tiring ride in a plane for 26 hours! We sat in the airport at Dar es Salaam for 9 hours before our departure. During this time, we didn't sit in an air conditioned building with a shopping mall and nice restaurants surrounding us. We sat outside, on a hard bench, walking around occasionally, until it was time for us to load the plane that would finally take us home. Wow! Another test - this trip was one big test - but I am proud to say that we have passed and we are ready for the next chapter!
Friends picked us up at the airport and as we were riding home, we were reminded of our rides on the bus and the taxi while we were in Tanzania. What a difference to be on a highway that has lanes divided and red lights that actually work. We didn't hear a horn blow the entire trip from the airport to our apartment.
As we opened our locked door and walked into our beautiful apartment, we were reminded of the homes that we have visited that have clay walls, dirt floors, no furniture, just empty rooms. As we flipped on our light switch, we have light that fills the rooms, and smell the nice fragrance of home and are reminded of the homes that have no electricity, no running water and smell only of dirt and body odor.
House of Pastor, Kitonga Village |
Although we realize that we cannot change the world, we do realize that we can make a difference. Not only have we learned from them, they have learned from us. We do have a lot of work to do, and we will continue to press toward that mark!